31 years with past few years as failures. Need a fresh start

For the past 6 years I have been a bit lost. I've travelled and done things socially but not created any good personal or work capital. I enjoyed life frankly put because it was an option to with some menial jobs. I'm now feeling totally lost. I would like to write, I would like to get a nice job or do something a bit more meaningful.

Is there anyone willing to connect with me and offer some advice? I feel a little lost and in need of some meaningful work.

Willing to do whatever possible to make anything work!