What happened at work?:
- Did you have the opportunity to negotiate for improvements: raises, positions, deconstructing bad processes, etc.? (I guess this hints at one kind of obvious exception maybe it was a summer-break/winter-break thing when these types of negotiations simply don't happen because of social norms/holidays)
- What objectively caused your pessimism?
- What harmed your motivation to contribute?
- When did you know that resigning to the fact that your own job performance could no longer improve your situation at work?
- What does that feel like?
- What heuristics would you recommend to know when you're no longer going to directly improve in your role?
- Was there a cost-benefit of contributing your side-hustle to the company or not?
My side hustle doesn't take away from my work the same way going to the gym in my free time doesn't take away from work.
Side hustles give you FREEDOM to explore domains that for your employeer might not provide value.