Shoutout to [rust mentors](https://github.com/RustBeginners/awesome-rust-mentors) for doing something similar but I'm looking for a more general site or social scene where people volunteer their time (ideally with an opportunity to give back and mentor someone else so I don't feel guilty)
Where are you located? I highly recommend finding someone in your city if possible. Some of the most important lessons my apprentice gained were slow, high bandwidth, in person lessons around problem solving and patience.
Don’t worry about paying back yet. That comes later when you’re successful, you simply pay the debt of mentorship forward.
Post some contact info in your bio, maybe someone here is looking for a mentee.