I have been practicing Piano since 2017 and no matter what I did, I never had lasting fun. I was able to learn this Zelda Song and play it perfectly in metronome https://www.ninsheetmusic.org/download/pdf/1451
I tried to learn improvising, but my short term memory is bad. I took Online lessons since I did not find a teacher that would drive to me. They were a technical disaster. I'm somewhat immobile since I cannot drive a car because of my disability.
Now, I want to make music and have joy. I can imagine a Song how it should sound, but I cant bring it together. I thought of making music digitally, but I'm lost. I really love classical music.
For now, I'd like to have fun with the most basic forms of music, but I don't know where to start. Piano has been frustrating because it felt like a 'spot the mistake' game. I would practice something, and stop immediately when I made a mistake and play again... Thats no fun...
Find an instrument you enjoy playing. For me,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCtUtI3IeFQ
because it is easy to jack in my headphones, press buttons, spin knobs and make sounds that I enjoy...the important words: easy and enjoy.
Sequencers and arpeggiators are a blessing. Drum machines doubly so. MIDI manna from heaven. Nothing wrong with a piano, but there's no need to wait for decades of practice to get good enough to make myself happy. YMMV.
Good luck.