it's now about 10 years, since I finished my masters degree at the university and the math lectures weren't my strength either.
However, I often times read publications and I mostly skip the math formulas. I guess it's time to get better at understanding this stuff (again?).
Do you have any tips/books/resources/videos to learn from?
kind regards
Johannes
Then have a look at this extremely underrated talk by Alexander Stepanov for basically falling in love with maths (he gives a long view of maths in general adorned with beautiful commentary): https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fanm5y00joc