What questions do you ask yourself often/repeatedly?

Why am I struggling?

Why is everything becoming more difficult every day?

Why did I go from top of the class to bottom? Were all my previous successes all flukes? Have I always been this stupid?

Where is all my energy gone? Where is all my hope?

Is this the right path? Is it of my choice or have I been conditioned to pursue it?

Is there a role for me in this world? Am I just a side character in my own life?

Where can I find some guidance? Philosophy, Religion, Science, History?

Is there something wrong with me? Why haven't I been able to connect with people? Do I want to connect with people in the first place?

Is Learning this skill/achieving this long term goal for self improvement worth it? Will AI manage to do this in a few years and make this skill worthless? It’s very hard to know what skills to invest in during the rise of AI.

What am I missing?

Why the heck am I doing this?

What's the point?

Is this a self deception?

How do I?

Why?