What do you want for Christmas/the holidays?

I'd really like an antidepressant that actually worked for me.

The weird thing is, everything I've tried so far has not only had minor effects, but practically no side effects either (some tendency to gain weight that goes away with a small adjustment to my diet, and I sweat a bit more which has actually cleared up my skin).

A hot meal and the company of the people I love. This is what makes Christmas important for me.

Failing that, a KTM 890 Adventure.

I’d love to find a SWE position.

My non-traditional background in IT/SWE always seems to dissuade people in the end and I’m passed up for better candidates. 4-8 hours of interviewing for each eventual rejection is so soul crushing.

Id like a pinephone or a framework laptop to experiment and learn with. But with the way things are right now for me, I'd settle for a raspberry pi.

Honestly? A ktm-250. Any model. Just moved to the southwest and these desert scenes are begging to be explored.

Nuclear fusion and a social movement away from consumer pop culture.

To visit my uncle who was diagnosed with untraceable stage 4 cancer, assuming they open the borders up.