What helps you try one more time?

I'm 31 and live in Maui. I feel like an imposter when I scroll through HN. I have never worked at a big tech company either. Just startups, small business, for myself as a contractor.

I come from generations of poverty and am still working out the fear and trauma I was steeped in as a boy.

I still love this planet and humanity, I can't watch all this just happen without doing something.

I feel entrepreneurship is the most effective path to making a difference and creating wealth (for myself and for all involved).

I have notebooks full of designs for this one 'crazy idea' that I feel could change the world. I lost sleep over it, I haven't seen anyone else build this but I always hear people validating that the problem I am solving is a real one affecting billions of people.

I know there are at least a few people in this community who know the feeling of failing many times before succeeding. I would love to hear some stories, maybe some words of encouragement, things I should listen to/read.

I sincereply appreciate anyone who read this, upvoted it, or replied. I don't know where else to ask and get serious replies from people in our industry.

Mahalo :)