It is as if writing about what I coded puts my mind into coding grammar. But when I type it out, it contradicts with lingual grammar, causing a paradox.
Staring at it for weeks and I can only get a fraction of it out of my head and into writing. I have this feeling that my grammar skills have eroded considerably.
How can I solve this the best before this takes another two weeks to get the last section documented? And I'm anxious to get it out before Christmas because it might have a nice surprise.
I also read in another thread that FFmpeg is celebrating it's 20th. This project coincidently has a FFmpeg encoder/decoder ready for submission (last section). That would be a nice surprise to submit it on that day.
What you're describing though sounds somewhat similar to some episodes of psychosis I've had(stimulant induced).
As my tolerance to the stimulants has rose the severity of that particular phenomena has diminished considerably
It may be worth asking how well you've been sleeping fwiw.
I don't mean to suggest you are experiencing psychosis symptoms btw. But if the things me and you have experienced have anything in common I would suggest spending some time around other people in person in a low pressure situation if that is an option for you. That's what seems to be what helps me
edit: you may also want to check whether your problem could be due to heat exhaustion.