I've literally wasted a week here trying to dive into learning D3.js
I read a few paragraphs into the documentation, and then it's on to something else.
I have this massive sense of dread even thinking about planning to learn it later.
It's not difficult to read, I have read through plenty of dryer documentation sites in the past.
I think part of this all stems from the fact that I tried to play around with D3 a few years ago and gave up on it rather quickly.
I seem to do the same thing with movies... if I start one and don't finish it for whatever reason... it's basically guaranteed that I will never finish watching that movie.
My mind has simply been made up that "it's bad enough that you stopped before, so why bother continuing?"
I don't really expect any response to this, it was cathartic enough writing it all out.
Thanks for reading if you did this far!
When I work alone, just a trickle of productivity comes out, unless I really push myself.
Once, I forced myself to work 4 hours a day for months to push a project out. I was able to accomplish this, but I was quite miserable when I was working.
Before I retired and was working for a company, I was able to push out 10 hours a day including a day on the weekend, and felt fine.
I keep thinking if there was only some way to create a team like environment I'd be able to accomplish a lot more, but I'm not sure how to do that. Reporting my results to others who aren't invested in what I'm doing doesn't seem to work. So, I don't know.
After a week of chipping away at it as I had time and interest, today it clicked and I started to get it. Sticking with it was key. You have to decide for yourself whether whatever you want to learn is worth the pain, but I think it is useful to learn to stick with things long enough to figure them out.